Beware - this is a short, reflective post. I'm just working some things out here on my ole blog...
Lately (as in especially tonight) I've been wondering if I am too much. Is my personality too much for others? Am I too crazy? Am I too loud? Do I try too hard to be funny? Do I try too hard to be something I'm not?
Do I overshadow other people with my personality? Do I try to be the center of attention? Do I let other people know how important their words are to me or do I even give them the chance?
I feel so strange tonight. I can just sense this discord within myself. I recognize that what I described above describes me and I am totally embarrassed. I am at odds with myself, with my personality.
