I have big plans.
And I am passionate about these dreams and plans. Often I spend lots and lots of time perfecting them in my mind.
But, you know what I don't do enough of? Wanna know what I'm NOT good at?
Walking those dreams and plans out.
Putting feet to them.
Just. doing. the. thing.
I'm the one who pins a zillion cool ideas, buys the supplies for them, and then lets them sit in a corner somewhere because she is too afraid to fail at creating them.
I'm the one who wants so badly to rise before the kids and yet still chooses the pull the covers back over her head in the mornings.
I'm the one who never gets anything done because she can't start a project if she knows she won't be able to finish it.
Well, I'm realizing something in this beautiful and SO very crazy season of life I am in. I am NOT going to be able to finish a project in one sitting. It just ain't gonna happen.
I'm also realizing that if I don't start somewhere I am always going to feel a mile behind. I am always going to just be spinning circles around myself, writing yesterday's to-do's on tomorrow's list.
I have a long way to go...and I'm afraid of failing.
But - here goes.